The Insanity- To work? OR Not to work?

Work is insane. Usually the winter months lead to lulls where you can surf the web or read magazines. It has been far from this in the apartment industry this winter. Today was another day of constant insanity... I won't complain too much because this means I get more people to move in which means I get a slightly bigger check.... Yippie

To work or not to work??? (Post Baby)
You tell me...
Here are the details: Jordan graduates in April and I have no idea what he is going to do for a job.... (do I just tell him I am staying home and expect him to get a job to support a family). I don't want to put extra stress on him and I can work if needed.

I love my job and my co-workers and would easily go back if needed.
I would really like to keep a dual income so we can buy a house.
What if not working means no more spending money... I like independence.
What if my baby cries a lot or if I am not good at taking care of him or if I lack the patience needed?
I am more productive the more I have going on... Will I suffer from laziness or depression if I am a stay at home mom?

What do I tell my co workers and boss... keep my job available for me but I don't promise I am coming back???

I would love to not work and play all day... craft projects, picnics, hang out by the pool, test recipes, walks, hiking, road trips, fly to VA to see my sister, Play dates with all of my girlfriends and their babies..... oh yeah and take care of baby (i almost forgot about that part).

HUH what to do????
For now I love my job and will enjoy the insanity of this warm winter.... Snow tonight may be a forcast for a slower day tomorrow. I kinda hope so because I already know the first 3 hours of tomorrow will be more insanity.

Let it be known I am VERY GRATEFUL for my job!!!!

I submit to the requests... An update...

Ok Dear Friends I have done well on my 6 months of having a non functional relationship with my blog. but I have recently been quite saddened as many of the blogs I love to follow have not been updated as frequently as I would like. I have posted in their comments "please update more".
I have received the same request from some of you...
1st let me explain
#1 I am usually too busy reading other blogs or checking in on pinterest to post
#2 Well there isn't really a reason 2
#3 Most important. I don't know how to post pics from my IPAD and a blog without pictures is not worth checking out.

That being said you choose to read any way please forgive me for any bore this may cause you.

If you are reading my blog we a likely good enough friends that you know I am pregnant.
6 months Pregnant and loving it... We'll most of it.
Love:
feeling the baby move
seeing my body grow
belly kisses from Jordan
hypno birthing class
my birthcenter
watching people wonder if they should ask or just say congrats

Don't Love
not knowing what to name the child
more frequent puking (very reasonable not too common)
clothing not fitting
worring about decorating, and providing for the child....
more descisions: carseat, changing table, stroller, etc
coughing and noticing I have pee dripping down my leg
Perhaps that is more detail than you wanted but you asked for the post and so there you have it.

For all of you concerned I am no longer snowboarding... YOUR WELCOME!
I just thank the Snow Gods for making this an easy choice.

I would also like to brag I got the greatest flower arrangement for valentines day. Wish I could show you a picture... just imagine. Birds of Paradise, 2 Calli Lillies, 10 Stargazer Lillies, 7 Gerber Daisys and tons of cool greens... Thank you Jordan.

We had an unforgetable Valentines Day We spent all of V Eve in bed together and all of V day in bed together and the day after too. I know doesn't that sound great???? Well we were on our death bed sick.... Hey at least we got to spend it together... He gave me flowers I gave him the flu. Just call me the most thoughtful wife ever.

Perhaps you will hear from me again shortly otherwise plan on another update in 6 more months.